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SexyRed_Leo
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Name: Martin
Location: California, United States
Birthday: 8/17/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: Like every other guy well at least the straight ones the ladys i mean come on its all about the females. Anyways swimming, lifeguarding, and of course baseball. And become a FireFighter
Expertise: I'll let you use your imagination on this one ;-) (for the girls only)
I think i'm pretty good and cheering people and i like to atleast try.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  KnockAroundGuy70
ICQ: &img=5) SexyRedLeo(275-426-804)
Member Since:
7/6/2004
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| WOW!!!! Its been a while well as some of you might know i had moved out of my families house and into a friends house well i'm back and so far its good i haven't felt like i'm gonna regret coming back but it has only been a couple of days but yea. Living with Crystal was great i was happy but i just missed home you know i mean i'm not doing much like going to school far away and thats why i cant see my family its just that i didn't want to for a while. But anyways i'll continue this thing now that i'm far from all of you so you can hear what i've been up to now a days so i hope you leave comments and stuff and remember if you are online look for me my screen name is KnockAroundGuy70@aol.com so just holla at me ok hahaha hope to hear from most of you Oh and for the people at the pool you got lucky for a while cuz josh is still going to pick me up a lot so we can go to the pool so YEA hahaha yay i still get to see you all well most of ya well see ya | | |
| WELL GUYS ITS FINALLY HAPPEN AS SOME OF YOU ARE GOING TO FIND OUT TODAY IF I SEE YOU WELL MAYBE I'M NOT GOING TO GO TO EVERYONE AND TELL THEM BUT FOR THOSE THAT KNOW I'M MOVING OUT OF MY HOUSE AND TODAY IS THE LAST DAY I CAN WRITE IN THIS THING UNTIL I GO TO A FRIENDS OR SOMETHING BUT ANYWAYS YEA I TOLD MY MOM YESTERDAY I DIDN'T WANT TO MOVE WITH THEM AND THAT I WANT TO STAY WITH CRYSTAL AND SHE PRETTY MUCH SAID THAT DO WHAT YOU WANT BUT YOU HAVE TO TAKE YOUR SHIT OUT TOMORROW AND GET THE FUCK OUT YEP THAT PRETTY MUCH IT BUT I GUESS THATS WHAT I WANTED RIGHT WELL I'LL BE OK AND I KNOW SO WILL MY MOM BUT AHHHHHHH!!!!!! WHAT HURTS THE MOST IS THAT SHE TOOK IT SHE TOOK IT AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE TOOK MY PHONE AWAY SO I DONT HAVE A PHONE ANYMORE BUT THATS WHAT I GET I GUESS HUH WELL YEA THATS PRETTY MUCH IT GO AHEAD AND LEAVE COMMENTS BUT I WOULD PREFFER IF YOU SIGN MY GUESTBOOK SO I CAN READ WHENEVER I CAN OK WELL HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL SOON SO TAKE CARE AND BYE. | | |
| Well everyone i'm back at my house well its been a couple of days and its ok nothing has changed at my house but who cares i dont hahaha actually i'm really hoping i get really pissed for some reason so i can have a reason to just move out well in a way i'm hoping but in another way i'm not to sure you know its weird its a weird complicated emotion.OH FOR THOSE THAT DONT KNOW YET I GOT MY PEIRCING YESTERDAY yep finally i got it and man do i make it look cool hahaha no really though i think it looks AWESOME but you can be the judge of that. My peircing is at the side the left side of my lip and if you're wondering if it hurt no it didn't actually it felt so good REALLY REALLY GOOD but yea thats pretty much it I GOT MY PEIRCING FINALLY HAHAHAHA i'm happy well see you all soon hopefully. bye | | |
| Hey wats up everyone well life has still been treating me ok with some exceptions but yea i'm still feeling like crap for leaving where i am truly happy but i got to let go sometime and sooner the better because this feeling will not go away and i need it too cuz it wont go away i care to much for this person too much and also i care for her family and i hurts that i have to leave them and her. Why is it to much to ask in life for happiness once i have it it must go away its taken away from me in whatever way it can. I'm not pissed or anything but a bit confused and depressed i dont have the energy to let any of this go away i must start departing from her as of now and she knows that but does she understand why i'm doing all of this i think not and the hardest part is telling her mom that i cant stay with her and the family................yea life is hard when your happy or depressed why is life this way i dont seem to understand it anymore really what is "LIFE" other than living it and making the best of it even when you try and it doesn't happen. Ask yourself this question WHY DO SO MANY PEOPLE LIVE JUST TO HURT ONE ANOTHER?........................................................ | | |
| Ok today i got something to say cuz i kinda just want to get it off my chest. Dont you just hate when u get attached to someone and you never want to let go well i'm there right now i didn't want it to happen but it did well i have to let go or it will never go away plus my mom is making me without her knowing whats going on but she wont understand even if i tell her so i'll just do it. It just sucks i cant stay where i'm happy why is it so much to ask for sure i'm attached to something i dont want to be but what can i do you know i didn't mean for this to happen but these feeling wont just go away why maybe i wont let them or i just cant for some reason cuz everything is for a reason but with things in the middle it doesn't look like its a good reason to keep those feelings for that i need to get out whether i want to or not i just hope it will be the right choice the right sacrafice. WHEN I'M A ACTUALLY GOING TO BE HAPPY LIKE I AM WHERE I'M AT. its all being taken away. | | |
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